Happy

I finally made it as a DOCTOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm happy & sad at the same time. I'm happy to pass the exams, but I'm not going to deny that I'm slightly disappointed that I didn't get the honours. It will be nice if I manage to get it, but alas maybe I deserved just a pass. Well its damn hard to get honours in med school anyway. Ah well.....a pass is better that nothing.

Now I have to worry about getting a job. Hopefully it will all work out, because if not....I have to go back home and work there, which I am not ready to do at all!!!

Please Lord, help me to get the job that I want and do not forsake me.

A personal pray

Our Father in heaven,

Forgive me my trespasses....I've too much to read before the exam. I'm sorry for being complacent and unable to attend Your house of pray and give praises. However, You being a understanding and loving God would hopefully forgive my sins, intended or unintended. I pray that the blessing of sacrament would continue, and that the blood and body of our Lord Jesus Christ would flow in me with continue blessing and protection.

Bless all the knowledge that I've learn and yet to learn in hopes that it will put to good use. I pray also for a power of recall and a clear memory. I pray that my answers and act would be in the favor of the examiners. Grant me the skill of eloquence so that my answers would be preferred. Pray also for my health, calmness and confidence so that I can portray myself as it should be.

I pray also to give thanks and praise for all that you have done. I cannot express how indebted I am to Your blessing. Thank you very much.

Lastly, I pray that You will be with me throughout this stressful time and guide me accordingly. So, that I could be an example to others and hopefully after very long hard work, act as an instrument of Your hand on earth to heal others in need.

I ask this with all hope and believe.

Father, Son and the Holy Spirit.

Amen.

One more week to go

Not many read my blog, but to rest of you who did, I've 1 more week living as a student. This time next week, I hope to finally pass my exam. I don't ask much, a pass is better than nothing, if they give me honours then I thank God for His forever generous blessing despite my lazyness to attend church recently. But I'm determined to attend this week and pray for blessing of knowledge, calmness, mental well-being, confidence and a good clinical long case patient who is not confused and talk coherently, and a pair of generous and kind consultant physician and surgeon examiners.

I'm very stressed out to the max. Never in my life I unable to read up my usual piles of notes pre-sleeping time since I'm just too tired to do so. I'm skipping meals because it takes too much time. Anyway, I'm hopeful that all will go well. Wish all my fellow students will do well as well. We've come this far thus we must go forward and end it all with STYLE! Good luck everybody!!