Sacrifice, I don't think it's fair!

I'm in crappy mood yet again. Whilst others are enjoying life and hanging out with the uber-cool, I'm stuck with a paediatric text book for the upcoming exams. I don't think sacrifice is a good word, it's a rather oxymoron expression. A true sacrifice would be rewarded in the end, but sacrificing life for a bloody exam will never be rewarded. SORRY, I'm a bit snappy today. I had disrupted sleep for the pass few days, sign of anxiousness and dreading the exam. Here is what I have to put up with and "sacrifice":

1. Russian Classical Ballet performing Swan Lake one day only in NCH Dublin, which is TODAY!
2. Jean-Yves Thibaudet Piano Concert on the 16 Sept 2008, guess what, I'm having exam on that day!

Medical schools are crap in considering the mental wellbeing of its students. I sometimes sit down and think, why the hell I enter med school?! It's too late to rewind. If I had my way, I'd quit and go to famous cooking schools in France or US to be a chef!!! But this is unlikely because I've to consider paying back my scholarship.

On the other note, I came across my all time favorite gay guy, Kyan Douglas of Queer Eye For The Straight Guy. Loved that show. I wish all straight guys are like him except that they are straight. Yes, I'm crazy.

PS: Perhaps once the exam is over I'll take up a private tutoring on how to beautify my blog from a BFF. Happy birthday to you!!