While I'm trying finish my pancreatitis notes, suddenly got the urge to spill some stuff for release. Today was a bit blue. Not really sure whats happening, slightly apathetic today. Was a great start to the day initially but it turn out off-key. It rained, and I badly need a new winter coat. Now, I have to admit that I have a minimal turn moderate crush on a tutor. He's simply too cute to look at. Of course, I didn't expect him to noticed, it's just for fun. Who would turn around and look at me anyway...? NOBODY!!!!! Learned it the hard way. Plus he has a new favorite now, just because I didn't say the right answer to his question of "Any of you want to be a surgeon?". I'm not going to answer YES or NO because I'm still 50-50 on it, so I point to someone who is likely to be one.
And now, while getting altered bowel motions due to caffeine overload......I realized how depressing the future could be. Whoever said that I should get a BF while in university should drop down dead by now and rot! Its totally impossible when all energy you got is to make sure you pass the exams. I could not fathom how some people could even have time to deal with all the mushy stuff. EURGHHHHHH! Not my style at the moment.
Ok, next stress inducer is some problem to talk to with the dean, not mine though. I understand that being the eldest means responsibility, but can people just stop and think about what I felt first, instead of pushing demands when there are millions to do? Some people...STOP BUGGING ME!!!!!! I know what to do! Some idiot should start being active rather than passive, you will get nowhere otherwise.
There you got it
And now, while getting altered bowel motions due to caffeine overload......I realized how depressing the future could be. Whoever said that I should get a BF while in university should drop down dead by now and rot! Its totally impossible when all energy you got is to make sure you pass the exams. I could not fathom how some people could even have time to deal with all the mushy stuff. EURGHHHHHH! Not my style at the moment.
Ok, next stress inducer is some problem to talk to with the dean, not mine though. I understand that being the eldest means responsibility, but can people just stop and think about what I felt first, instead of pushing demands when there are millions to do? Some people...STOP BUGGING ME!!!!!! I know what to do! Some idiot should start being active rather than passive, you will get nowhere otherwise.
There you got it
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